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booklists
May 28, 2007, 12:32 am
Filed under: booklists

Bill Mitchell, City of Bits: Space, Place, and the Infobahn

Alan Liu, The Laws of Cool: Knowledge Work and the Culture of Information

Donna Harraway, Simians, Cyborgs, and Women

Katherine Hayles, How We Became Posthuman



back from ica! and thoughts on info-media culture
May 28, 2007, 12:28 am
Filed under: information culture

so i just got back from ICA, which was in san francisco this year, and had a whopping good time. never mind the good vibes i got just from being back on home turf and seeing old friends, but overall i met great people, had great conversations, and ate good food. being at the conference, there were definitely some strong themes running through the conference, one of which was “participatory culture” and everybody’s favorite buzzword web 2.0. i find it especially interesting to here debates on these topics from in the communications and media disciplines, as they carry absolutely different tones than in the data-information-ese, with strong social theoretical (one of my faves) and philosophical framings.

as partipation and participatory culture becomes increasingly latched on to, it was interesting to hear people finally begin to move away from the uber-utopian visions (read: technological deterministic. boo!) and begin to consider the possible drawbacks and barriers on the horizon. there were ample discussions on IP and copyright and i was quite pleased to hear several discussions on media literacy and education in this new space. fred turner from stanford had raised some really interesting points about disjuctions of participation and free labor while companies (like an unnamed search company) “participate” their way to wall street. i recently pointed out to a friend of mine that for most of these web 2.0 sites, when you upload content, you inadvertently have uploaded your property rights as well [aside: boo to that i say. but yet that doens't stop me from doing it. hmmmm.]. anyhow, so amidst this flurry of talk of participation and engagement, particularly in relation to literacy, this really got me thinking about just how little we know and understanding about the creative processes of *producing* culture.

when we start talking about remix and cultural adaptation, a lot of this is predicated on the reproducibility of content. this idea is not new, so i won’t belabor it. but it’s important to start from here, only because it’s really uncomfortable to really have discussions about information and media consumtion AND production as separate processes. and if i recall correctly, a lot of our previous theoretical understandings of culture and media is predicated on a distinction between these two, as fully separate processes. axel bruns has coined terms like “produsers” and “produsage” where describes the intertwining of production and consumption in a participatory framework. some of my previous postings on tagging touch upon this issue. but i strongly feel that users produce new meaning by reframing, providing new readings of digital text and content, and thus creating new cultural forms. in the example of tags, the act of tagging alone is a meaning-making process. in the example of suggested tags, it’s interesting to think about the individual and the collective intersect.

however, in the current stage of internet development, we have this kind of hyperreproducability, that while Baudrillard and Francfort School assailed, i really believe that the new rhetoric around participation and participatory culture and the kinds of things we see happening require use to reconfigure this whole theoretical space because clearly, we are NOT wholly dominated by the media industries. we are no all cultural lemmings and people do awesome, interesting, quirky things with these communication tools that fundamentally resist and challenge this notion of a monolithic and hegemonic media structure. so how can we explain this, in spite of the continuation, exaggeration, and of reproduction?

i think the answer lies somewhere in an understanding of the processes of creativity. while people at ICA were flirting with this notion, no one seemed to explicitly interested in this, per se. there was a lot of talk of human action that was politically framed, i.e. in terms of resistance primarily, but being a political actor is but one role we play during the course of our everyday. that being said, a focus specifically on creative dimensions of practice accounts for a lot of the agency that i’m always trying to find, but also across the multiple dimensions of our lives, both as public and private individuals. people are creative in their self expression. people are creative in the ways the resist cultural infrastructure. people are creative in their ability to read between the lines of political rhetoric. i think a lot of the discourse on participatory media underscores this notion of creativity, but given the intertwining of publicness and privateness in digital practice, it just seems that so many of our theoretical understandings of agency are really bad at taking into account the fuzziness of this distinction.



“does not work to potential”
May 12, 2007, 1:02 pm
Filed under: academia, general musings

this was a comment i got quite a bit in elementary and junior high school. when i think back on it, i can recall specific topics and teachers that just didn’t click for me for whatever reason. i remember staring at the carbon copy of my report card, usually in some starchy pink or yellow color, trying to decipher my teacher’s penmanship and being complete befuddled: how did they even know what the heck my potential was?! i certainly had no clue as an  8 year old. did this mean i was doing well? did this mean that i was doing poorly? i was getting straight As so what were they talking about????? now, in hindsight i have a better understanding of this. these teachers were telling me that i was doing fine, but that somehow i was capable of more. but just what this “more” is continues to be evasive.

recently, i started asking fellow students, teachers, advisors here at school “at what point do you know you’re good?” in grade school you have little spaces in your report card for teachers to write things like “does not work up to potential.” however, in grad school, i find myself running into this same notion, albeit in an altogether different context. at this current stage, it’s hard to get a sense of what it means to do well in grad school. so far, i’ve found that a lot of the things that really matter happen outside of coursework. the most interesting and compelling growth and development extend beyond the boundaries of the official paperwork that gets shuffled around and this can be a source of anxiety for me, only because it’s fuzzy and unclear to me if i’m really making any kind of progress.

often, when i’ve expressed this to other classmates, i’m met with a “don’t worry!” which is sooooo exasperating. it’s not that i’m worried about failing, or that i’m worried about not making it (whatever that means). i’m really just generally worried about not sucking. but not sucking on *my* own terms. while in grade school, teachers may have had a sense of what my potential was, there’s no one now really telling me where that point of demarcation is. and obviously, there isn’t one. however, the ability to establish  a grounded sense for myself has be constantly reflecting on whether or not i’m moving in the direction where i want to go. this whole process seems to involve a lot of intellectual ambulation, which can be really exhausting and straining. but i think this is just the nature of being in an interdisciplinary environment. there are no well trodden paths. nothing is linear. there are potentials at every intersection and possibilities of intersections across disparate planes. it’s mind-boggling to try and play with connecting the dots all the time.

when i’m feeling tired, i just wish someone would just tell me what to do. most of the time though, i relish in the messiness of it. however, it’s all beginning to dawn on me just how challenging this process of inter- and cross-connecting really is.



PC –> Macbook = growing pains
May 8, 2007, 11:51 pm
Filed under: general musings

Alright, so I just got a Macbook a week or so ago and I thought I’d share some of the functionality funkiness that’s going on, or rather, the beef I have with Mac right now.

1) Download process: why do I NOT have the control to designate where I want to save things? Why do things have to automatically be downloaded to my desktop? I feel as if my control has been stolen.

2) I can’t seem to formulate a good mental map of my HD. It seems that Macs assume users to have pretty bad organizing patterns. Organizing files on PCs was very conducive to fairly hierarchal models that made it easier to organize things by folders, and particularly, subfolders. Since I’ve more or less imported my organization schema over to my Mac, I’ve run into all kinds of weirdness when I try to resave things, where I don’t have the option to put it back in its original sub-sub-sub-sub-folder home. THIS MADDENING!

3) I love shortcuts. Having to relearn shortcuts = so annoying, but that’s actually quite easy.

4) No right click on the mouse. Thankfully I have a separate USB mouse, but c’mon people. Right click is the bomb.

5) When I download new apps, I have no idea where they live! This relates to (1) and (2). These not-knowing issues is really maddening to me, particularly at this beginning stage as I’ve been setting things up on my computer, but this “getting to know you” period is awkward only because it feels that there are certain key things that have now been wrested from my control and me no likey.

I think this is kind of the darkside of user friendliness. In a lot of ways, they’ve taken the decision-making out of the hands of the actual user and embedded it within the machine as to streamline it all into something more elegant. I say pbbbt. I’ve already formulate some workarounds for this, only because I’ve had to really. But damn. Has Apple just assumed that people organize poorly? Or am I just so PCed out that I am blind to my own preferences?



my world is lived in these keywords…can you find the link?
May 5, 2007, 4:11 pm
Filed under: keyword lists

performance

performativity

play

noise

error

glitch

database

classification

boundaries

heterodoxy

habitus



once you go mac you never go…
May 4, 2007, 5:36 pm
Filed under: general musings

I just got a new mac…the pain of shifting from a PC to a MAC is very felt but it’s slowly subsiding. We’re still in a casual courtship, but she just might be the one.



academic super happy fun time!
May 3, 2007, 6:31 pm
Filed under: general musings

so i have been in a bit of a vortex. you know, the vortex of ::my mind:: [insert appropriate finger wiggles]. just kidding. but a vortex none the same. things had been plodding along just fine at the beginning of the quarter but after the forgetting workshop had finished up, i kind of fell flat on my face in terms of my productivity and general with-it-ness.

[sidenote: the workshop was awesome. we had invited people from varying backgrounds which made for a very rich discussion, jumping back and forth between the various considerations of the increased pervasiveness of data in our everyday lives, including ethics, history, security, philosophy, design, art, sociology, law, and anthropology. for an academic n00b like myself, it was really enlightening to see such lively and discussion by people in such different domains. proof that interdisciplinary work is, indeed, the bomb.]

unfortunately, my crash has carried on now for week or two and i am only now beginning to hoist myself back up to finish out the remaining weeks of the quarter. in the larger scheme of things, i think i had been sprinting quite a bit during the first terms for the school year: reorienting myself to being back in school, orienting myself to living in LA more generally, putting every single feeler out possible for anything that even seemed remotely interesting and stimulating…i think all of this culminated mid-April and my brain just needed to check out for a spell.

but i’m back. sort of-ish.

i feel a bit recharged now, however there is a flurry of activity still to be had. i am heading to the annual ICA conference in san francisco at the end of may (always fun to head back to the bay!) and i will be presenting at the new network theory conference in amsterdam at the end of june. fun! both look like they’re gonna be really great events. i was awarded the UC DIGSSS summer fellowship for 2007 and so i’m hoping this summer will give me an opportunity recenter and focus on the social theory and social software issues i have been contemplating over the duration of the year. i hope to put myself on lockdown for a bit and push through the shitload of ideas that have bombarded my brain so far. hopefully i will be able to get some coherence out of all this.